I feel that God is tugging at my soul to develope relationships with younger christian women. He has brought a couple of beautiful ladies into my life and I can hardly contain my excitement for spending time with them and encouraging them in the ways of our Father.
I want to laugh with them and cry with them and sing with them and dance in the park with them.
So let the fun begin...I will post my experience as it unfolds...
Aloha
Thank you so much for opening up Stani. I can really relate to a lot of your story. It seems to be healing to you in a way and also is definitely healing to others(me too). It always seems like I was the only one who went through such pain, but as I mentioned your story could be mine. Rev. 12:11)And they have overcome (conquered) him(satan) by means of the blood of the Lamb and by the "UTTERANCE OF THEIR TESTIMONY", for they did not love and cling to life even when faced with death [holding their lives cheap till they had to die for their "WITNESSING"]. When you opened yourself up to others you sacrificed your heart as Jesus did on the cross. We think that if we hide our hurts and blame others it will help which is the survival mode you mentioned and the way the world has to cope without Jesus. But only in Christ can we begin to trust Him with our hurts and then open up and let the pain go and make ourselves vulnerable. There are not too many people who are willing to put their heart on the line as you are. I am very in awe of your heart Stani and strive to attain that gift you have. It is dangerous but it is the real life that many are missing because the worlds way is to be cold and avoid pain at all costs. I am so blessed to know you and I do pray that this journey is way beyond your wildest imaginations. Eph. 3:20)Now to Him Who, by (in consequence of) the [action of His] power that is at work within us, is able to [carry out His purpose and] do superabundantly, far over and above all that we [dare] ask or think [infinitely beyond our highest prayers, desires, thoughts, hopes, or dreams. Love you Stani, your brother Chris Anderson
ReplyDeleteDear Stani,
ReplyDeleteThanks for the blog site. It was interesting to read about your relationship with your brother.....I could surely relate to the love you had for him....I felt the same for my older brother....idolized his every move!
My two younger brothers were a responsibility....I was to care for them, so my love for them is quite different.
I can tell that blogging will be healing for you! Keep it up!
Loads of love,
Linda